Замкнутость 8 что ей снится

it is nothing more than a fairy tale. but I remember that beautiful image
in the head. and to the temple at the ready, the finger is trembling.
but in fact, what’s the big deal? come on, man.
absurd! I’m not timid.
so fight? yes, hardly.
and hide and seek by yourself.
DO NOT HIDE! burning out ambition. TV screams until the ligaments break,
they say there is someone else. but not with anyone .. damn it.
someone will say, snot on the floor again.
alas, not so. hopeless darkness. crater, massive collapse.
with themselves at odds, just as the guitar does not build.
fucking hero. fucked up story.
well, look, shoot without missing, as if in a shooting range. I’m the target
just don’t pass me by. if only thoughts shut up.
I have already fully immersed myself. tons of shit. it’s time to calm down.
and in a calm voice:
“wherever you want to go, spend the day until dawn
and meet the sunsets with whoever you want, I, in turn, will harden
finally, exactly “
stumbling over bumps. get stronger.
no matter who won, it is important who started the game.
rave. fuck.
in a stupor of fantasy to believe.
what business already? no difference.
these are just fairy tales,
I will rip out of my memory a beautiful image.
everything that is lived will remain a spasm.
the final a priori cannot be good.
and until the end there will be no leather aromas.
but maybe the heart …

are we together or not?
and silence in response
and now the moment is left
only disappointment

well, no, no, let’s forget
but what we forgot we will leave in the past
with time
everything became like this
too complicated

how many sneakers I erased in search of you
how many days
not alone flew into the void
do you think that is not enough?
you are an insensitive creature
bitch how I hate
or don’t like too much

and now a wrinkled pack of cigarettes
drowns out sadness
Well, let
everything will pass, and I’m unlikely to return
it’s time to go home
the sun has long fallen over the horizon
zeros time on the phone
we broke up
the countdown has started